I'm so tired

of people treating Ellen like shit.
People need to stop.
Do you realize what how she feels?

Take a step back and look.

I would just like to point out when people don't want immature friends they should make sure they aren't either :P

Every time I talk to you I want things to be how they used to be.
In a year if everything is still shit and I still feel the same, hopefully you will too.

I'm starting to give up and I miss how things used to be, I miss you.

I wish you would just get out of my life.
Please leave me alone.

You were a mistake, a lapse of my judgment. So get on with your life, stop telling lies, and get out of mine.
I'm tired of you bullshit and I'm tired of everyone's lies.

Let me give you the harsh truth on why I broke up with you. You were clingy, naggy, and were always pestering me (I don't care if that's repetitive). I don't do that shit. We had been dating LESS THAN A WEEK. I'm sorry but until we get really serious, I can't deal with that. If I didn't come see you that day, you would get all grumpy and shit. I felt unconformable hanging out with my closest friends around you, another thing I didn't like. This whole relationship in general was going no where; I didn't see us dating over 3 months, so this was pointless for me.

So whatever you're mad about, whatever.
If you hear something, talk to me first. People tend to over exaggerate and assume things.

I'm.
So.
Annoyed.
Of.
Your.
Immature.
Shit.

This is why I don't date guys who are in high school. Granted, you're not in high school because you dropped out but you have the maturity of a 12 year old.

Oh and another thing, I hate when people comment an argument that should be in a message. I don't like people reading my business.

I'm in such a crappy mood.
I can't believe you're moving.

This sucks.

I HATE

being preached at. I can not stand it when people try to force their religion on me. I'm Catholic and yes I believe in God. I'm not going to put him first before everything, sorry that's not my thing. So STOP preaching at me, STOP telling me that if I put God first everything will be fine and dandy. For you, sure. For me, not so much. Take the hint and go your own fucking way.

Do not preach at me.



Okay, so now that's out of the way, sorry I haven't updated in a while. My life's kind of hectic and boring :P
So guess what guys? I have a boyfriend! For once this might be going somewhere. I'm happy and maybe this way I can get people off my mind.

1. I can not express to you how upset I am that you're moving. I can't fathom what it's going to be like without you. It would be different if you were a couple cities away but now you're going to be a couple STATES away. I hate this. We were just getting close. I wish I didn't just get to know you.
2. You make me so happy. <3
3. I still miss you everyday. I want to strike up a conversation because it's really, really nice talking to you. You still make me happy when we talk and you will ALWAYS have a piece of my heart.
4. STOP. MESSAGING. ME.

There are so many people on my mind but I don't even know where to start with most of them.
I'm still fuming.
I'm going to try to sleep it off.
Night<3