I'm still kinda freaking out?

Not really, I'm just so afraid. I guess it just made me think that what if you were driving when it happened? What if you somehow died. I don't know what I would, I never want you leave me. I'm so, so scared. I love you, I love you, and I just want to hug you and kiss you and make sure you know how much I love you.
I don't know what I would do without you.