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Monday, December 14, 2009

Note to self: I miss you terribly, this is what we call a tragedy. Come back to me, come back to me.

God I hate this. I miss you. I think it's more of I miss what we had and having someone there. Before things went bad, they were really good, weren't they? Talking to you tonight was nice but really depressing. I kinda want to sit in a corner and cry now. -__-

AND YOU. You need to stop being "I'm so lonely this, I'm so lonely that." Okay yeah, I get it you're lonely but you know I'M RIGHT HERE. If you didn't want to be lonely, you have me but you're not willing to give it a chance. Well maybe you are but you're not "emotionally ready" ugh. I hate that. I just want you to see and maybe I can help you get over her, but you'll never know. If things keep going the way they are, I'm not going to be here. I can't do this much longer.

"I swear that you don't have to go
I thought we could wait for the fireworks
I thought we could wait for the snow
To wash over Georgia and kill the hurt
I thought I could live in your arms
And spend every moment I had with you
Stay up all night with the stars
Confess all the faith that I had in you
To late, I'm sure and lonely
Another night, another dream wasted on you
Just be here now against me
You know the words so sing along for me baby
For heaven's sake I know you're sorry
But you won't stop crying
This anniversary may never be the same
Inside I hope you know I'm dying
With my heart beside me
In shattered pieces that may never be replaced
And if I died right now you'd never be the same

I thought with a month of apart
Together would find us an opening
And moonlight would provide the spark
And that I would stumble across the key
Or break down the door to your heart
Forever could see us not you and me
And you'd help me out of the dark
And I'd give my heart as an offering

And I will always remember you as you are right now to me
And I will always remember now
Sleep alone tonight with no one here just by your side
How does he feel, how does he kiss
How does he taste while he's on your lips
I can't forget you
I know you want me to want you
I want to
But I can't forgive you
So when this is over don't blow your composure baby
I can't forgive you
I know you want me to want you I want to "

This song applies to so many of my problems right now.

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