Whenever I comment you or text you I always feel like I'm bothering you "/
I don't know I just feel like you hate me now :[. You don't seem like that online but in person I get this.. vibe? So I kinda just.. stay away? I know you don't hate me but I can't explain it "/. Also you can't say I'm the only one that's changed. Sure I've changed a lot but before we were so inseparable that we both changed at the same time, this time I changed and you changed just.. differently. I don't know where I'm going with this honestly. I just feel so antisocial around you, I'm trying SO hard not to be. I tried, we kinda had a conversation today?
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Today was a pretty good day I guess. I feel like curling up in a ball and just sit in a corner most of the time though. I hate going to school because it's just way too much drama, I don't hate anyone WOULD PEOPLE STOP SAYING THAT?
If I give off that vibe, seriously I'm sorry, around some people it just feels way to weird. I have no idea how to explain it. I just want to go on a deserted island away from everything; I need a vacation BAD.
Blah, what am I fucking bi-polar? I was just happy a few minutes ago now I'm just like a;lskdfja;sdf. THIS IS RIDICULOUS.
I hate, hate, hate school and science fair and spanish and not sleeping
Fuck spanish, I'm sleeping.